no woman

i love acting like everyone was obsessed with something at the exact same time i was, like everyone on earth shared the universal experience of “being obsessed with no woman by whitney in the summer of 2016”. something about it really resonated with closeted jesse i can tell you that much.

ive been privileged enough to have access to a ceramics studio lately and every time im there working i think about this legendary wisdom from willem dafoe. try to make a bad painting. try to act lousy in that scene. western culture is so fixated on perfection, symmetry. this has infiltrated my brain for far too long. im focusing on acting against the unattainable pull of precision. perfection is both boring and an affront to god.